Farhan

2012-01-17T11:25:00.000+08:00

Most of the things will be updated at furuhanu.livejournal.com

See you there, whoever you are.

2011-09-13T20:41:00.001+08:00

HEY MISS SOFIA SHAHRIL GET OUT OF HERE.
Please and thank you :).

Don't ask me why, long story!
One day, then, THE END!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
Ha. Ha.

2010-12-18T10:27:00.000+08:00

Wow you can do crazy stuff when you're bored.
Like going to your dead, useless blog.

2010-07-13T01:33:00.002+08:00

We're standing on a tiny ledge,
Before this goes over the edge.
Gonna use my heart, and not my head.

2010-07-11T19:08:00.000+08:00

I gave my 70% for you guys.
But you guys, gave me back 10%.

I don't know what to live for, anymore.

2010-07-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

I NEED TO SLEEP. GOODNIGHT

CROSSROADS

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Heartbreak Warfare - John Mayer

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Fame < Infamy - Fall Out Boy

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
So Cold I Could See My Breath - Emery ( LOL. Cold, yes.)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Put Your Lights On - Santana feat. Tina Turner

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
The End Where I Begin - The Script

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Here Without You - Three Doors Down

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
The Sacrifice - Element Eighty ( LOL WTH.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
The One - Backstreet Boys ( HELL YEAH!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
The Carpal Tunnel Of Love - Fall Out Boy

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Permanent - David Cook

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift ( OMG, HOW TRUE CAN THIS GET.)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I Wanna - Wonder Girls

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
No Goodbyes - Blue ( LOL)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Nothing Is Impossible - Westlife ( Yes people, my death is SO possible )

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Sell Me Candy - Rihanna ( LOL )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Best In Me - Blue ( YOU BRING OUT THE BEST IN ME PEOPLE.)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Mr. Sensitive - David Cook

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Heroes - David Cook

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Found A Way - Drake Bell

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Every Little Thing You Do - Westlife ( :D)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Hey Jude - The Beatles

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Tunnel Of Love - Westlife

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
You Give Me Something - James Morrison

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Fragile Heart - Westlife

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Kissing You - Girls Generation/ SNSD

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Away From The Sun - Three Doors Down

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Crossroads - John Mayer

2010-07-04T15:50:00.002+08:00

I need to get out of here.

Was it all in real time?
Or was it just in my mind?
Or was I just, a ghost, passing through you?

2010-07-03T23:58:00.003+08:00

HELLO CHU CHERYL :).
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
I think you're the only one reading this blog... HAHAHAHAHA.

Clinging to the wreckage, until I get the message.
Hanging by the edge, of the roof.

2010-07-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

Thanks for always leaving me behind.
Thanks.

2010-06-29T21:21:00.003+08:00

I'm so sorry.
I'm not who I used to be anymore.
Lost the spark.
I must be boring you, so I apologize again.

Lose control, at an increasing pace.
Warped and bewitched.
Intend to erase.
Whatever they say.

These people are torn.

Wild and bereft.
Assassin is born.

2010-06-27T21:30:00.002+08:00

ULTIMATE!

2010-06-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

Anything sounds better.
Than waiting here forever.

2010-05-04T07:07:00.003+08:00

Nothing.

2010-04-21T21:47:00.001+08:00

Lecture, Tutorial, Lecture. Dang.

2010-04-18T22:59:00.001+08:00

Hey.
Could you remind me of a time, when we were, so alive?

2010-03-11T22:40:00.001+08:00

ALAMAK.
HISOCC SOCCER TEAM OWNED( actually could've won.)
'Nuff said.

2010-01-28T21:20:00.001+08:00

Amira - Eh HI! THAT one is over. Now I'm upset about another, and it has NOTHING to do with the post below.

Dance practice is feeling stupid just cause of one person.
Tomorrow the debate will begin.
Which will potentially be successful for us, or end up in a huge disaster for the crew.
HTE, tomorrow will break or make you.

2010-01-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

So bloody hell.
YOU LIKE HER.
I LIKE HER.
I ain't gonna play may the best man win man.
And there's another friggin' guy who LIKES HER.
What in the world?!?!
Okay, my day isn't getting better.
Talk about O Level results coming too.
gosh darn it.
passivity ensues......

2009-12-01T15:08:00.002+08:00

King #1
King #2
Yes, this is mine.
Yay, Samick Leftie.

@ GOD : Hi Ivan

@ MEL : Hey! Miss you too la! lol :)

@ ISABELLE : Never happened, thankfully :)

@ LINA : lol okaaaaaaaay.

2009-11-23T19:37:00.003+08:00

First layer.
No idea what you call this. (Coat? Blazer? Vest? Whatever =x)
Pants with Levi's belt
together.
Shoes!

See?
I'm prom ready!

2009-11-23T19:15:00.002+08:00

Heyyy, everyone.
I'm prom ready! :) yeah!
Will post pictures later.

Lina - Linked!

Claire - Linked! And I wanna tag on your blog!!! :/

2009-11-16T14:21:00.003+08:00

So.
Yesterday, was a last minute work day.
Forty dollars for like, erm, seven hours?
So it's like $5.70 per hour.
Not bad I guess.
But my back hurts(Again.)
Anyway, Eyeing this Ibanez PF5LECE Left-Handed Dreadnought electric acoustic guitar.
Expensive la dey -.-.
And I don't think it's available in Singapore too.
Ah well.

Btw this pic is Cutaway, not Dreadnought.
Though I personally can't tell the difference.. yet! =D

een - I tried. =)

aarif - tmr. 2012

fareeha - can never forget you. =D

=) - thanks a bunch.

2009-09-22T15:18:00.007+08:00

My Long-Time Love :
Clazziquai

Sabre - Prologue

" Lazurea has long been known for it's outstanding beauty. But yet deep within it's mysterious foundation lies many deeply embedded hidden treasures, or nightmares." -Kaliezene

For years mankind have lived in peace. There were no obscurity among the knights, and everything was fine. But sometimes, only at the most peaceful of times, disaster strike. Hard.

2009-09-22T14:13:00.001+08:00

Now that nobody reads my blog..
I'm gonna change the skin!
Yeah =D

2009-08-01T10:11:00.002+08:00

MUST WATCH :

SUCKER PUNCH(2011).

starring :
Emily Browning (Baby Doll)
Vanessa Anne Hudgens (Blondie)
Jamie Chung (Amber)
Jena Malone (Rocket)
Abbie Cornish (Sweetpea)

And it's from Zack Snyder too. The artwork just plain rock and I'm going to watch it, TOTALLY.
And because Emi is there too =P. Too bad I have to wait for two more years =*(.

2009-06-19T16:32:00.002+08:00

Thoughts are indefinite.
Or can be.
Here I am, pulling out random thoughts and stuff from my head to this, blog.
Well, good thing no one reads it.

Silence, when our affixed souls give way to torture.
You're the moon lighted princess and I, the average joe.
For so long have I endured, yet, the pain menaces.
You have been here , in my heart, for so long.
And I.
I need to break open.

2009-06-11T21:06:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday.( 11 is my fav no. anyway)
It's really been awhile.
But nothing much has happened.
Today, we were totally regretting going to singapore polytechnic, seriously.
Not really fun, and not a lot of interestion people to meet.
But in the end we really tried to put in effort.
Shall post the pictures once i got them.
Oh damn, i gotta finish the project NOW.
Damn Entrepreneur.

Guns N' Roses - Sweet Child O' Mine

She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I'd stare too long
I'd probably break down and cry

Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine

She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder And the rain
To quietly pass me by

Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine

Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine

2009-05-12T17:25:00.001+08:00

WOW.
lol =D

2009-03-30T20:23:00.002+08:00

A Love Song For No One.

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
Oh no way

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
oh yeah

You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me

2009-02-19T21:15:00.003+08:00

Hope will fall tonight , with broken wings.

Hmmm , did chem test today.
Made few mistakes , but what the heck.
And i got my one mark from mr saktun , haha =D.
thanks to linh.
okay, i kinda liked drawing people's hair ; it's fun.
after school was a math remedial, which was okay.
did most of the questions =D.
okay , bye.

Talk to me softly , there is , something in your eyes.
Don't hang your head in sorrow , and please don't cry.
I know how it feels inside I , I've been there before.
Something has changed inside you , and don't you know.

2009-02-09T20:37:00.001+08:00

picture time tmr,
need to find that damned memory card reader. o.O
might even be till next week,
so yeah.
OMG ,
trying to perfect drums on the middle by jimmy eat world on medium level . o.O
shouldn't be too hard.

2009-02-09T19:18:00.000+08:00

HMMMMM,
it cannot be.

2009-02-06T22:36:00.001+08:00

hmmm.

2009-01-24T12:29:00.000+08:00

So cny performance is over.
Guess we did a good job.
Hmmm,
There is nothing else to write , eh?
...

2009-01-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

I'm thinking of cutting my hair botak during june holidays.
I need to pull someone in , too.
heh =D

2009-01-04T22:05:00.001+08:00

Left4Dead.
anywaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy.

ANGEL.

2009-01-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

MY HAIR GOT CUT.
SHIT.

- L4D madness

2009-01-01T01:49:00.002+08:00

Now Playing :
Pangya
Dj Max Black Square

oh yeah , saw some people doing jump style near cathay at amk just now.
stupid man.
should've taken a picture or something.
lol , but nooooooooooooooooooooo, hp gotta be spoilt.
wonder when i'll get a new one?
DAMN.

2009-01-01T01:26:00.002+08:00

Went to watch bedtime stories.
Not really funny , but nice idea.
7.5/10.
Its more of a family movie.
So after that me , and the rest went to daniel's house.
lol.
played left for dead until we screamed from laughter. ( terence was funny , running away from that huge zombie.)
well , around 7 i asked daniel to switched on the tv( thx daniel. lol)
watched love blossoms II.
then around 8+ went to kfc.
hate that stupid china woman , who cut the queue.
never mind ,
bored , so we played G.R.A.W 2 together.
9++ and it was ciao time.
And after i bathed (around 11) , my bigger brother dissapeared. LOL.
i meant, he left the house with the tv switched on and the bedroom too.
ARSE!

Checklist :
Windmill
Backflip
90-90
Eclipse
Headspin.
LOL

2008-12-28T00:42:00.001+08:00

Now playing :
Dissidia : Final Fantasy
and.... basically nothing else, i'm bored. =(

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
Can't win your losing fight all the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
You wont take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
when I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
well, I think I know how

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you are a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own
(I'm screaming "I love you so..."
but my thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
when I used to know you so well
How did we get here?
well, I think I know how

Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves

yey-e-yeah-eah!!!!
How did we get here?
when I used to know you so well
yeah YEAH
how did we get here?
when I used to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
There is something that I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true

2008-12-23T10:20:00.001+08:00

Explain to me , this conspiracy against me.
And here we go again ,
with all the things we said.

And now i'm wondering...

2008-12-16T12:07:00.001+08:00

Please don't be dumb.

2008-12-16T11:55:00.002+08:00

Ahhh.
King's Park caught fire , and i went there a few days ago.
And lol , Australia has one of the world's most worst child care centers ever (?)
Yes, I have nothing to do here.
Yes, the swimming pool's there. ( its 1pm here. too early.)
Btw i think the swimming pool cost around 40k. (probably more.)
The bricks used to surround it (which i as hell dunno whatever for) costs around 1k plus.
Lol. Then maintenance.. blablabla.
My brother has been swimming in that pool everyday.
Hmmm.. I would've karaoke by now , but no mood.
Feel like reading a book.
Only that i can't seem to find one.
Ahhh.
This is so outrageously boring.
Watched Zohan and Be Cool in the theatre room yesterday.
I hope i don't watch a movie today, really.
Maybe go to that adventure theme park.
Maybe.
Lalalalalalalalallaalalallala~
going crazy.
I'm gonna whack you!
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
damn.

2008-12-16T10:48:00.001+08:00

Ahh.
I injured my right arm.
damn.
everything will come to a halt.
so i'll have to make do with this super laggy com.
Aiyah....

2008-12-15T14:17:00.003+08:00

So i got really bored.
Yikes.

1) How old do you look?
15. lol

2) Where is the person who has your heart at this moment?
Unknown.

3) Are you waiting for something?
Waiting to come back to Singapore , So i can ;
Get to the dance routine.
Do homework.
Play that game which my uncle bought for me. lol

4) What were you doing at ten last night?
Watching movie in the theatre room.

5) Did you sleep in your own bed last night?
I slept in the guest room's bed. With the cat.

6) Can you handle the truth?
Sometimes.

7) Did you cry today?
Almost, when i did that ridiculously painful exercise. HAHA.

8) Do you hate the last person you had conversation with?
Yes. My brother.

9) your relationship status?
Uhhhh, single, like most people.

10) In love?
I don't think so. I'm confused.

12) What was the last thing you drank?
Milk.

13) Last person you hugged?
Caroline's mum.

14) Who do you most look like in your family?
Dunno.

15) Did you have a dream last night?
I think i did.
But kept waking up thanks to those pesky flies .

16) Whats a memory you would relive over and over?
I dunno.

17) If you could have something right now, what would it be?
Not really sure. I have a lot on my mind right now.

18) Does anyone call you baby?
Lol, no one.

19) Where does most of your family live?
As in my family family or my family's family?

20) Have you ever seen somebody get hit by a car?
Hope i never see one.

21) Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
Yeah , i thought how dumb it would be for a guy to do that.

22) Have you ever fallen in love with someone before you knew them?
I think yes. but it was not real love , as usual.

23) Have you ever had a panic attack?
I don't think so.

24) Want someone back in your life?
No one in particular.

25) Are you good at giving directions?
Not really, only sometimes.

24) When was the last time you cried really,really hard?
There were crying but not really hard.

25) Who do you miss more than anybody?
Her... oooo mysterious. lol.

26) Ever licked someone's cheek?
errrrrr.................. no.

27) What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Just by itself.

28) Where were you on July 12-16, 2008?
What sort of question is that.
But since July 16 was my birthday , i'll tell you.
I was at school , and after that , went home and slept.

29) What body parts could make you go off with a person?
Hmmm. face? I dunno.

30) Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a M?
Nope.

31) Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
cold.

32) What do you currently hear right now?
haha nice timing.
The cat just discovered that i left her sleeping alone and is meow-ing.

33) Does someone like you right now?
Maybe yes, obviously not.

34) What are your nicknames?
NONONO. i shan't say.

35) On the same sex where do you like them to have piercings?
on the ears.
but only like , studs , those small ones.
anything else and their gay. Okay, hope no guy who does that reads this.

36) If you could kiss your crush right now, would you?
If she allows it.

37) Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?
I made terence mad and he sort of broke my already hurt back. I have back issues , kay?

38) What are your favorite colors?
black, green , pink white , red.

39) Do you believe in this saying 'What goes around comes around'?
I think so.

40) What comes to your mind when you think of love?
I'm not sure... i see hearts. haha

2008-12-14T12:47:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Yay. Can headstand.
lalala.
I'm like, way behind homework , calculator's not working....
damnnnnnnnnns.
working on windmill and some footsteps.
shhhhhh
Hope i finish homework on time

2008-11-30T16:41:00.002+08:00

And i Don't want the world to see me,
Cause i don't think that they'd understand.
When everything seems to be broken,
I just want you to know who i am.

Going to perth at night.
Dammit.
And i hate it that i love you.

2008-11-28T21:45:00.002+08:00

Do i really have to do this?
Here goes nothing..

#01. the person who tagged you is ?

Ms Foong =D

#02. your relatonship with Him/Her ?

My friend... who is a girl?

#03. your 5 impresion of Him/Her

D-R-A-M-A-T-I-C.
Over Reactor! ( haha Clarice!)
Erm , Erm , Smart? ( yeah , right =P)
This is getting harder.. errr... Nice person?
CHILDISH!
psst Clarice you've got to give me credits for saying these things... they take a lot out of me.

#04. the most memorable thing that He/She has done for you

Hmmmm .... wait for it.......................... I DON'T KNOW!

#05. the most memorable thing that He/She has said to you ?

Auw , Farhan ( with the silly hand action. ) LOL!

#06. if He/She becomes your LOVER, things He/She has to improve is ?

to NOT become my lover!

#07. If He/She becomes your enemy, you will ?

Die? Sureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

#08. what is the thing that you want to tell Him/Her now ?

Hey , BIMBO! =DD

#09. your overall impression of Him/Her

lovely and sweet (: ( lol. didn't change this <<)

#10. how do you think the person around you will feel about you ?

Nothing

#11. the character you love of yourself is ?

it's for me to know ONLY.

#12. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?

Thinking too much.

#13. the most ideal person you want to be is ?

ME.. rigggght.. i want to be b-boy Stone! (okay , whatever.)

#14. for people who cares and likes you, say something to them.

i love you! ( no guys directed at.)

#15. pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know their feel about you

1. isabelle kang

2. shiyun

3. meihui

4. meiyin

5. yi hui

6. Can't seem to find friends with blogs.

7. HAHA.

8. Sooo...

9. Yeah.

10.

#16. who is No. 6 having relationship with ? (isabelle)

Her brother! ( =X) lol jk.

#17. is No. 9 female or male ? (meiyin)

99% male 1% female

#18. if No. 7 & No. 10 were to be together, will it be a good thing ? (yi hui and shiyun)

yes. =D

#19. what is No. 2 studying about ?

The world. LOL! =)

#20. when was the last time you chat with No. 3 ?

months ago la! not really.

#21. what kind of music does No. 8 like ? (meihui)

crappy music. i think.

#22. does No. 1 have siblings ?

yes.

#23. will you WOO No. 3 ?

hell no.

#24. how about No.7 ? (shiyun)

erm.. like , the same answer?

#25. is No. 4 single ?

maybe... haha!

#26. what is the surname of No. 5 ?

PHUA PHUA PHUA PHUA PHUA.

#27. what is the hobby of No. 10 ? (yihui)

GB! wait , that's not a hobby.

#28. does No. 5 and No.9 get along well ?

-NA-

#29. where is No. 2 studying at ?

O.P.S.S

#30. talk something about No. 1

Very pretty , Very tall , Very skinny.
PEACE.

#31. have you tried developing feelings for No. 8 ?

NO.

#32. where does No. 9 stay ? (meiyin)
At her house! (=P)

#33. are you No. 1 and No. 5's bestfriends ?

i have no bestfriends

#34. does No. 1 has pets ?

yes. her brother. Okay just kidding!!

#35. is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world ? (shiyun)
I laugh.

#36. what is No. 10 doing now ? (yihui)

unknown.

2008-11-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

LALALALALALA.
bye.

b-boy tetek lose to b-boy taiyo #2.

2008-11-21T21:53:00.001+08:00

I'm left out.
Over and over again.

2008-11-20T20:58:00.004+08:00

TODAY.
NCC meeting.
...
Dahao drew the big santa clause picture in like.. er , 1min?
Gosh that's ... fast la.
Then painting....
I only helped cut off the santa clause.
hahs.

AFTER THAT.
crashed while trying a stunt (b boy.)
haha , after that still continue to dance battle ( although i've got to swear and admit that i suck at it.)

Now ,
Gonna put in ff7 (NOT crisis core)
Although completed, play again la. =D
Okay, see ya.

*talking to myself*

2008-11-13T23:48:00.002+08:00

Replies

Isabelle : Heh. =D

Anon : Hahs , I'd like to know who you are first. Hahas , I guess you should have been expecting this kind of lame answer. Nah , who am I kidding , it's on the 16th July

Passerby : guess that pretty much applies to everyone , huh? Haha okay =D. I'd really like to know who you are though. Do I know you?

Arroe : Yay.

2008-11-10T13:47:00.002+08:00

I find MOST of them are true.
So..err ... yeah.

MANY things most girls dont know

--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

--Girls are guys' weaknesses.

--Guys are very open about themselves.

--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys will brag about anything.

--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

--Try to be as straightforward as possible.

--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--Guys don't really have final decisions.

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys like femininity not feebleness.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of us.

--We don't like girls who are too skinny.

--We love it when girls talk about their boobs.

--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like whether it's a one time deal or not ....

--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

2008-11-10T13:45:00.002+08:00

Chalet was okay..
Kinda ex though.
$25 , 1night 1 1/2 days.
*Highlights*
When kokkiong's drunk , he picks up the pillow and plays the guitar.
Gurshan? He screams at the beach full of transexuals.
For Nicholas , Mosquitoes die from biting him *serious*
Whatever la...
too long.

2008-11-04T19:47:00.002+08:00

i found out that i'm a boring guy =X
nah ,
Nowadays i'm questioning where do my loyalties lie.
And where do i want them to be.
Lol.
Today :
History....
Physics....
Omg psp no batt!
charger spoil.
During break went mac with shiyun and lazy.
Shit , don't want go eat anywhere with them.
AGAIN.
lol.....
After that went back school
before that at basketball court ; met up with hadi.
HAHA!
I wanna quit dance.
Only reason for me sticking was cuz of the guys.
yepp..
i realised how much i should not trust girls.
Well , maybe except kang , but we're also not close.
soo... yeah , basically the point is , don't trust girls?
Even your girlfriend ( i think . haha! =D)
I find girlfriends impossible! =D
I'm not going to have (anytime soon. and not as if anyone out there likes me anyway)
SO ... let's continue with the story here....
Played funland...
dota..
2v2 ( Me & Hadi VS Computer(Insane) & Ivan
IGNs : NoobShyt , YanQiBai ( sorry yanqi... sorry!) VS 7I , Hadi gay.
lol......
ivan got owned =P
next match ;
Me & Hadi & Ivan VS 3 Computer(Insane)
lol..
win again -.- diao.
boring sia.
for people who say dota is boring ...
yeah.
i only play with friends.. cause.. its fun!
hmmmm..
met with jean , sharon , melissa.
boring le...
waste my time.. haha! =D
at ljs do nothing but meddle with jean's psp =(.
anyway ,
i want to hurry up and finish god of war to make space for other games =D.
yeah.. i think i'm going to write on my blog more often.
Since nobody reads it =D.
Anyway , want to work out more.
I'm so weak la please.
And stamina also sooo lousy.
so .... yeah.
need to train more.
And yeah , Want to do more BREAKDANCE!
Checklist :
Top Rock
Flare
Windmill
Glide
Chair
That's it for now la..

My dear we're , slow dancing in a burning room.

2008-10-30T18:29:00.003+08:00

I shall from now on , post as if no one is reading ( er, cause its true.)
Today , its hectic.
Gotta apologize to mdm ang for sneaking out during her lesson.
Well , she started it.
wtf.
i don't feel that confident for the proficiency test.
im wayy less than proficient.
so after that went mac .
salim fadhli and clarence play psp like siao.
lol , play midnight club : L.A. remix.
Nobody want to play bomberman with me -.- .
Hahas =/.
So now ... its kinda boring...
and i am back to broke.
wth.
dammit.

i've kinda given up trying to catch your attention.
you've ignored me.
so i ain't gonna linger about it.
I'm just gonna stay here .
Waiting for nothing.

2008-10-20T18:36:00.003+08:00

wow i am too lazy to post all the pictures and the kl trip story.
maybe on a weekend?
Speaking of lazies.... (lol , sigh)
our soccer team is not looking good right now.
Ernest might not make full recovery.
Kong Ming has left to play basketball.
yeah.
That's all we need,
one or two people to make it so that the team might lose

I dunno ,
i'm feeling kinda loserish nowadays and have very little idea why.

Once more i say goodbye, to you.
Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation.

Every time I found the words to say
What I thought would make things okay
I kept it all inside
Slowly drowning in my pride
I never could admit my own mistakes
Some how I thought things would fall into place
And I made a change too late

Maybe I just thought I had you here
I thought that you would not go anywhere
I abused my position and I didn't care
And now that you no longer turn to me
And it seems that you got over me
I can hardly breathe
You no longer need me
I'm just sorry I found out late but all the choices I Made I thought of me
And not how it'd be to watch you walk away
I know I'll never make it right but everyday I try
In hopes you might come back you're where my heart's at
I have to find a way

And everytime I think of you
It's hard for me to think of what I can do
How can the sun keep shinin'
When my whole body's cryin
I know I never told you why
I need you in my life

Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go

2008-10-17T20:03:00.003+08:00

Haha nothing better to do.

2008-10-16T22:22:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna restrict myself.
I'm not going to fall for love again.
I've had it.
I've really had it.
I wanna lay my head , and hang out with real friends.
And i wasn't myself.
Just wanna be myself , and don't give a damn about the world.
I want to be myself.
MYSELF.

so fuck it godamnit.

2008-10-16T19:44:00.001+08:00

oh edwin reminded me of this song.
how i had loved it.

can't believe i was such a fool.

Were no strangers to love
You know the rules and so do i
A full commitment is what Im thinking of
You wouldn't get this from any other guy

I just wanna tell you how Im feeling
Gotta make you understand

* never gonna give you up
Never gonna let you down
Never gonna run around and desert you
Never gonna make you cry
Never gonna say goodbye
Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you

We've known each other for so long
Your hearts been aching
But you're too shy to say it
Inside we both know whats been going on
We know the game and were gonna play it

And if you ask me how Im feeling
Dont tell me you're too blind to see

I just wanna tell you how Im feeling
Gotta make you understand

2008-10-10T21:15:00.003+08:00

Hey.
changed song.
its the ost for pes 2008.
might sound a bit cheesy though.
haha.

i love you.
i really do.
but what's love anyway?

2008-10-10T15:45:00.003+08:00

~wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
psp with 30secondstomars skin.
heh.
its been awhile, hasn't it.
hahs.
and people are falling in love with other people.
hahs.
Don't think i'll ever have a girlfriend , will I.
But for now,
Shall stick to good friends.
Cause their the best.(or then again, maybe not sooo.)

i wanted to tell you something,
but my heart said no.

2008-09-18T21:07:00.002+08:00

wow today was... more boring than ever?
...
after there was physics...
luckily mr saktun let us go earlier than expected.
could've sworn i looked at the class clock loads of times.

I seriously want a psp.
mint green or pink.
like seriously.
NOW!
just to play crisis core!!!!
dammit.

2008-09-14T00:33:00.001+08:00

Aiyoh.
Study.
Aiyoh.
hahas.
guess i have no choice, eh?
Haven't do eng summary.
gosh being scolded by ms paul alot these days.
sometimes i just don't give a damn about her.
but i know i'm in the wrong la.
haha.
the problem is with me, obviously.
just....whatever.
SHI YUN!
relax man.
sometimes you just gotta chill.
see ya guys.
if there were any.
hahs.

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

2008-09-11T21:40:00.001+08:00

201th post.
Speak with your tongue tied,
I know that you’re tired
But I just want to know,
Where you want to go,
I may be sad, But I’m not weak,
This situation is bleak
And your puffy eyes never lie,
Your tears come from inside.

Chorus:
Until Sunday I’ll be waiting for an answer
I guess that yesturday’s not good enough for you,
You know that I hate this song,
You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you

Drown your fears with me
I’m feeling real sorry
Your glossy eyes don’t need
The sadness they have seen
But you’re way too deep to swim
Back up again
But somehow I can’t find
The moment you said goodbye

Chorus

This is becoming a problem I’m hurting it’s unfair
But somehow your words,
The way that I heard are haunting me,
You’re under my skin
You’re breaking in,
And the tasteless fights that filled our nights
Are starting to cave in,
You’re under my skin
You’re breaking in
And if Sundays what it takes to prove
I have nothing else to loose

2008-09-11T20:12:00.001+08:00

Today.
watched the sec 2 lit competition.
i felt that 2a3 romeo and juliet might pull it off.
Haha Nafis did a great job.
haha. =D
he was actually really nervous.
well , told him tips( i don't think it helped.)
and uhh, he was great?
lol.
Yeah, i'm a bit biased la...
But 2a3 romeo and juliet might win.
seriously.

2008-09-02T22:42:00.001+08:00

Remedial today.
a math.
chpt 11.
passed a math test.
lol.
thought i was gonna fail.

ss.
lol.
passed also.
thought i was gonna fail.

Please speak softly, for they will hear us
And they'll find out why we don't trust them
Speak up dear cause I cannot hear you
I need to know why we don't trust them

Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power

Where can I turn? Cause I need something more
Surrounded by uncertainty I'm so unsure
Tell me why I feel so alone cause I need to Know to whom do I owe

Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power

I thought that we'd make it
Because you said that we'd make it through
And when all security fails
will you be there to help me through

Explain to me this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power

I've lost my power

2008-08-31T13:44:00.001+08:00

Yesterday~~
Badminton.
For a few hours then..
Basketball.
Home.
Last time playing.
Monday will start studying liao..
hahas.

2008-08-22T21:37:00.001+08:00

I've finally realised....
That I'm not cut out for love and relationships.
Damn.

2008-08-21T21:03:00.001+08:00

I'm not good enough.
damn.

you make my heart fly,
and take my breath away.

2008-08-21T16:10:00.001+08:00

Hai...
sleepy sia..
think i'm gonna sleep after this.

i don't know why.
but i'm starting to like you.
damn.

2008-08-18T21:53:00.001+08:00

Sick.
Okay tomorrow badminton singles com.
Gonna lose.
Against fatil la please.
and i'm sick.
what are the odds?
lol.
Good bye.

"Cry"

[Verse 1]
Somebody shakes when the wind blows
Somebody's missing a friend, hold on
Somebody's lacking a hero
And they have not a clue
When it's all gonna end

[Verse 2]
Stories buried and untold
Someone is hiding the truth, hold on
When will this mystery unfold
And will the sun ever shine
In the blind man's eyes when he cries?

[Chorus:]
You can change the world (I can't do it by myself)
You can touch the sky (Gonna take somebody's help)
You're the chosen one (I'm gonna need some kind of sign)
If we all cry at the same time tonight

[Verse 3]
People laugh when they're feelin sad
Someone is taking a life, hold on
Respect to believe in your dreams
Tell me where were you
when your children cried last night?

[Verse 4]
Faces fill with madness
Miracles unheard of, hold on
Faith is found in the winds
All we have to do
Is reach for the truth

[Chorus]

And when that flag blows
There'll be no more wars
And when all calls
I will answer all your prayers

[Chorus x3]

Change the world

2008-08-10T14:50:00.001+08:00

Will Update soon.
Oh my gosh , I've been really bored lately.
Yesterday was boring...
Hope i can get the pictures though.

I guess i have no real friends.

...

2008-08-01T23:07:00.001+08:00

Go and die la.
lol.

Finishing -

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

2008-07-27T21:57:00.002+08:00

Made my ic.
Damned woman.
Taking my thumbprint digitally with that thumbprint scanner is sooo irritating.
Took so long...(ha , might be cause my hand has cuts.)
Okay , yesterday had badminton training.( prefer to call it training. Hahs.)
Sorry Susanty , couldn't book a court.
And matthias and Hadi ended up.
Challenging each other to doubles with a small kid as partner each.
And matthias ended up getting lectured and scolded by his partner.
I was umpire although didn't actually do anything.( they have this high seat , which lets you be the umpire. NEAT.)
So went back after that with and injured toe.
Now have to rest.
Tomorrow quite packed.
Damn it.
Just want to say .
My patience is wearing thin.
And even though i don't want it , but leave me alone.
That's what you're good at doing ain't it?

I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.

Cause today, you walked out of my life
(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life

2008-07-25T23:17:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile hasn't it?
Yeah...
hahas....
Today was ... usual?
Eng.
Test on the article.
Double Malay.
Test.
Phy.
Free Period.
Boring.
Threw pens around.
Recess.
Heh , liked the sushi maki. ok la.( =D smuggled. but won't be doing it anytime soon.)
The rest...
A math.
Learnt new topic.
I understand a bit la.
Lifeskill.
A total bore.
After school.
went doing malay.
OH YA!
haha.
Me , Hadi and matthias were at the canteen.
then mdm lim was near the HOD room there and called isabelle and shaun tan( i think)
So me and matthias were like , hiding ( matthias stood in between the art rock cafe and vending machine. I was lying down behind the pillar nearest to the water cooler.)
Hahs.
We decided to move out before she did.
I thought of crawling all the way to the left side of the canteen and exit from there.
But its a waste of time.
So got up and was hoping that SHE didn't saw me.
Me and matthias made a run for it but hadi was just strolling .
lols.
Now , at home.
See ya.

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I ain't trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

2008-07-18T15:43:00.001+08:00

Wow , going to indoor hall at yishun stadium SOON.
Lol , sorry , cause i'm gonna be late.
For sure =)..

i.....
have nothing to say.
lol.

And don't cry la fateha.

2008-07-15T19:00:00.001+08:00

After school , remedial.
zzz.
Then erm , went to chong pang cc....
Badminton for two hours.
Fadzil says that i'll get owned by him if i challenge him.
Lol , overconfident much?
haha , anyway , blisters on my foot, arm sprained(i pulled it too far too quickly.)
Tomorrow NCC.
Oh my gosh not liking it.
Assistan welfare under Amirah with suriani.
WTF.
It simply cannot get any WORSE.
Oh how i hate it.
PUI!
Damn.

I hope you're doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years
I guess I only see the truth through all this fear of living without you

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

I can't take another day without you
'Cause, baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
I'm sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
All that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

As the days roll on I see
Time is standing still for me
When you're not here
I'm sorry I can't always find the words to say
Everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

x2
And everything I have in this world
And all that i'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

Love hungs in the air.

2008-07-08T09:15:00.000+08:00

Today , Dragon Boating / Kayaking.
lol , kayaked with a girl.
She went for AKE though , =(.
Anyway , I DON'T want to see another dragon boat.
Waste time only..hahs.
ate long john with zhe huan after that.
saw dini.
blablabla.
goobye people =).

FUCK.
yes , you heard me.

2008-07-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

Updating!!
Shan't talk about school.
I hate talking about school.
Like Seriously.

Oh , a new friend , Popiah.

Okay , so tomorrow we're learning about soccer during p.e.
When Are we going to have a match?
=D

there's nothing left to say...

2008-06-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

Wow.
I've decided to do a long post today.
On what happened on friday.

Okay..
So me , fadzil , fadhli and salim met.
Zhe Huan didn't come.
So we went to the mosque in geylang.
Masjid mohd salleh , if i'm not wrong.
Heh , we drank lots of free punch there.

So waited for bus no. 11 ( which is my fav no. , btw.)
In the bus saw the north view girls.
Humph , there were late.
But we had reason.
=)

At the indoor stadium,
Slack a lot.
One final rehearsal.
Then slack some more.

A lot of jokes happened , actually.
It was pretty fun being with them all.
.

Okay , the time had come.
I didn't realise it was about to begin.
A little bit nervous , like the preview , but okay , i guess.
Haha marched in...
People screaming...
Clapping...
Then i almost couldn't hear the command.
Oh and guys , they said that me , salim's and bryan's face could be seen before me turned to the front.
Cool. =)

Waited...
Waited...
Waited...

Finished , did the salute.
More buzzing from the audience.
Then ran away.

Hmmm...
So met major olliver tan.
Oh crap , He asked us whether we wanted to stay for an hour or so to help with the traffic of the people.
lol.
So i said, yes , sir.
BIG MISTAKE.
The other's are blaming me now.
It was actually TWO hours.
Of saying , " Please be careful"
"watch your steps"
"No sir/ma'am , you cannot use the escalator."

Haha i asked salim to say , "please be careful"
And I'll go , "Of the steps."
....
Didn't do it.

1. He's embarrassed of making a fool out of himself ( unlike me )
2. reason no.1 plus the fact that there were hot girls too.

Oh ya ,
Orchid Parkers came.
And Syima didn't took my picture!! ( i ducked behind the sir )
And she took a picture of SALIM ( yay! )

Oh .
And they gave us a nightstick.
Zhe Huan was saying PDS ( =X)
And throwing it as high as possible in the air.
ON THE ROAD.
bodoh.
The cisco police stopped him
we were all like.
watching from quite near.
Then he scolded us too.
He searched for a pen.
but didn't have any.
So yeah... got away with it scot-free.
Oh.
did i forgot to mention that ,
Major olliver tan was near..
but didn't know whether he saw or not.
lols.

Shared with them playing the game MOH 2 on psp.
.....
So.....
Stood all the way until went back home.
which was around 12pm.

Then.
ate.
ATE!

Hmm, guess that's all i have to say .
See ya.

2008-06-27T12:00:00.000+08:00

PREVIEW.
It was okay.
A little bit nervous , i guess.
The guys did a good job.

lovesick melody.

2008-06-26T11:15:00.000+08:00

Today is an okay day.
7.30 met the guys at khatib mrt.
The people are :
Fadhli
Salim
Zhe Huan
Fadzil.

So we went to kallang.
Indoor Stadium.
First time I've been there.
But no biggie, i guess.
Had to wait for a really long time in between rehearsals.
like , 1hr 30min?
or 2hrs.

Haha.
During the time to go back home.
We played a game in the mrt.
Whoever has the prettiest girl sitting beside him wins.
btw i did not make this up.
really.
So salim and fadhli was on one side.
Me , Zhe Huan and Fadzil on the other side.
Fadzil not playing , spoilsport.
So....
At first.
There were close calls.
Guys who nearly sit down didn't.
And then..............
This huge guys sat between Salim and Fadhli. (took like, two seats.)
So me and Zhe Huan burst out in laughter.
And to cover it up so he won't feel bad, we said different things. =)
Okay, so salim and fadhli still had another side left.
So.... fadhli's other empty space was taken up by another guy.
And there was quite a pretty girl beside salim.
Lol.
It became bored.
Cause they were all playing psp.
=(.
okay anyway, the girl who sat beside salim is the girlfriend of the guy who's beside Fadhli.
Okay.
Then i gave my seat to an old woman.
So Zhe Huan has two old women beside him. =)
Then i sat beside salim. ( the girl went to sit beside her bf.BTW the huge guy has already left.)
So...........................................( i don't even know why i'm telling this in the first place.)
At Bishan.
Fadhli, Salim and Fadzil went.
To meet a mysterious guy.
lol.
Okay... then.
There was a new person sitting beside Zhe Huan.
Lol she was dressed scantily.
And reading a book.
I'm still unlucky.
Then i finally found a pretty person sitting beside me.
WELL.
For your information.
We are not being dirty minded.
Its just a simple game.
REALLY.
REALLY.
REALLYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
yyy....................................
Haha.

They crack me up ,man.
See ya =).
Oh ya i wore my watch( in hope to prevent guys from sitting near me.)
My watch colour is ....
Well , you know.
MANLY COLOUR , OKay.

And will never be... alright.

2008-06-24T11:34:00.000+08:00

180th post.
hahas.
many things have been going through my mind now.
But hw comes first.
see ya.

i .
l.
o.
v.
e.

2008-06-23T12:07:00.000+08:00

Hey.
Skool opening tmr.
And I'm gonna get scolded like ****.
So hey , may be a long time since i'm gonna blog again.

And i i thought i called yo u guys friends.
It's happening again.
Why.

Must it always be me.
Why.

Luckily there are few real friends standing by me.
Thank you.

2008-06-21T13:03:00.000+08:00

Hey people.
I think.
After going for friday prayers today.
I'm so gonna .....
gonna what farhan? gonna what?
well, i dunno, do i?
Homework, I guess.
And buy that watch.
really.
around $18?
I know.
It's cheap.
But hey,
I'm me.
Period.

I've tried to hold as you've slowly slip away.
I'm losing the fight.
I've treated you so wrong now let me.
make.
it.
right.

2008-06-20T06:35:00.000+08:00

History Homework.
Like , NOW.
Submit Date : today/tmr.
Date started : Like , LATER.
Date Completed : Unknown / scaring me.

Other things : BUY CHEAP WATCH.

OTHER things : thanks yihui.

that's all for today.
Love ?
I know none of it.

2008-06-19T10:30:00.000+08:00

NCC camp.
Tiring.
hehe.
Maybe i should sleep now.
MAYBE.

there's nothing in my life ;
that's pushing me forward;
for now.

2008-06-16T08:01:00.000+08:00

Gonna get haircut.
Wanna come?
no barber......please.

but don't.......
you see.
I'm falling.

2008-06-11T09:01:00.000+08:00

Hey people!
Today , out of total boredom , i played mahjong on viwawa.
LOL
and guess what?
I won 3 out of 5!
the other two left with one tile only.
lol.
wth right?
i've never played before also.
Hmmm.
Thanks to those rare people who does read my blog.
see ya.

in a world without love.

2008-06-09T12:40:00.000+08:00

Yarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
long story today...
haha.
today went to watch prince caspian.
seoul garden too ex , went to kfc.
omg i got tired of those chickens.
btw chun hao and matt went.
lol halfway watching my bro wanted his specs back.
crap.
so.... i left .
oh ya.
on my way back a huge red ant bit me.
i thought it was temporary pain...
lol after ten seconds then i looked down..
lol.
could see it biting me.
hurts , duh.
then there was a girl who screamed.
no kidding.
after i flinged it away(far far away, for causing me nuisance)
went back.
and my bro went back to camp two hours later.
wtf?
i could have finished the movie?
just wanted to thank chun hao.
he's so generous.
so back off.
LOL
kidding , kidding.
i wonder who read my posts nowadays??

back to love square no. 1

2008-06-08T10:41:00.000+08:00

Sec 3 camp.
I miss boss.
hahas.
new friends :
cockroach
bamboo
cow.
aqirah(no nickname. =P)

lols.

don't worry , i understand on your part.
=)

2008-05-31T12:40:00.000+08:00

Guess what?
I lied.
Lol.
You probably don't know what i'm talking about.
unless you read my previous post.
no biggie.
So ... today was okay i guess.
Phone has 50-50 of being repaired.
damn.
Heck , Hadi gay.
Lol.
I've gotten so bored so fast.
Wonders.

See ya.

...
Last Hope.
Somber Bliss.

2008-05-30T11:00:00.000+08:00

Round Round Round.
Clifton broke his toilet mirror lol.
Mahjong fever.
I'm going to learn mahjong? LOL.
Pool fever?
ahhh.. and there is yet that quiz which i shall do in my next post.
sry gen and sis.
=)
see ya people.

i won't question why
so many have died.

2008-05-28T07:42:00.000+08:00

Hey , I'm bored.
See ya. =)

2008-05-25T12:06:00.000+08:00

Hey.
Went library today.
lalalalalala.
righty-o , should be going now ( british accent)

All alone , in this darkened night.
As the bus flew by ,
you caught my attention.
and both of us stared.

PARANOID.
in need of.. love.
so shoo.

2008-05-25T03:11:00.000+08:00

Lalalalalala~
Gosh , handphone broken.
Not repairing it soon though.
W/O warranty.
DAMN.
Shaun Tan!!!!
made Marcus ate paint and paint on his shirt.
While i got paint on the back.
DAMN.
father's unhappy about it.
I don't care.
alright , see you guys.
I'll drift into sleep while being online.
That's all i do now.
Sleep.

*barf*

2008-05-23T10:16:00.000+08:00

So today is ... okay.
But mdm lim spoil uhh.
darn.
Shan't talk about that though.
Oh , and Clifton finally lent me his a7x cd.
lol.
I'm soo tired.
captain ball.
Its soo.......... okay la.
LOL.
I wanna wear my a7x shirt and show hadi tmr.
YEAH.
whatever.... i feel.... stupid.
=)

and i find it kind of funny.
and i find it kind of sad.

2008-05-21T21:45:00.001+08:00

STOP............................................................AND STARE.

2008-05-21T13:20:00.000+08:00

Zhi Sheng can't wait. =X
Ivan gay... can't believe his with me for the camp.
I can't help it. And this was also what the girl was wearing. =X i'm not skinny!
Fur + Zhi Sheng = Anna(????)
Zhi sheng looks happy.
LOL.

lol.
Boring.
Screw the rehearsal for tomorrow's performance.
DAMN.
I don't wanna learn stupid dance moves.
lol.
go la cho hung...
let you be the only guy(=X) .
lol.
After school!
i liked it when ivan threw me the french fries to me like feeding time.
Then i walked(clapping hands) and sounded like a seal.
LOL.
funny.
haha!
see ya then.
WOULD wanna be ya.

FADINg.